RabidusPsyche

"All of what remains Ego Brain Man made shame, Shame, love after it rains" So today I waited all day to rain. Now it does, but this rain brings nothing but heavy thoughts. Or is it because Hard times have come upon us. Everyone around me is so depressed, I get depressed to. It feels like I'm going to burn out, like incandescent light bulbs, when the glass is broken and the innards are exposed to air. There is big, hot flash and then nothing. Have you ever tried that? I haven't. And probably soon no one really will ha possibility to do that, simply because there will be no incandescent light bulbs. Today one girl in my school burned o

so last months I have been doing... Nothing. At least nothing I should be doing. Or wanted to do. What am I doing? Really? For truth, I don't know. I exist and that's it. Sure, I hang out with friends occasionally and I still show some signs of life, but I'm starting to think, that I have died at some point and somehow missed it. So there you have it. I'm now a zombie. It is nice in awkward way and I will try to enjoy being dead, but I think I will need to reincarnate and I would need to do it fast, because I have tons of work waiting for me to live again. Then again, it sucks, when the only thing waiting for you is tons of work. Doe

Today I was cleaning my room wearing my suit while I was eating pancakes while I was discussing that if God (any religion God) existed, it would be cool if he would really be a woman. What huge fail it would be for most of religious world! While doing all that, I checked my e-mail, where only new message was ad for erotic massage. The sad part is - this is the most interesting thing that happened to me today. Yaay for me!